You can't spell Slaughter without Laughter on Saturday, April 24, 2010 Mendaki > Home > Tamp > Punggol > Outram Park > Queenstown > Cube > Home TRUE! nervous, very, very dreadfully nervous i had been and am; but why WILL you say that i am mad? I heard all things in the heaven and in the earth. I heard many things in hell. How then i am mad ? Hearken! and observe how healthily, how calmly, I can tell you the whole story . It is impossible to say a day in mendaki can be fun, of course, when there's Seri, that is . It was mad, MAD boring . But, it was a special day . Because it's the day where we got back our results . True, i had the highest for english, but let me ask you readers, what's the point of being the highest if you can't reach your teacher's expectation on you, much less YOUR own desired results . All i wanted was just a 70percent, not caring whether it's 71, or even 70.5 . Just a 7_+ was all i asked . But i've failed. Yes, i've FAILED . Now this is the point . If you think i'm mad now, oh, don't make me get started on maths ! You have no idea how BADLY i did for my maths . Oh, i dnt wish to talk about this . And yes, i did went crazy over a text msg from him, which nearly shocked the hell out of me, literally . No joke . After the horrible experience, went home and had a super delicious porridge, thanks to my oh-so lovable mum . Due to the lack of time, had to rush through everytime, yes, including drying my hair, choosing a fucking clothe to wear and such . I apologise sincerely, brabra, for being late :x We waited at the bus stop . Waiting, waiting & waiting . Of course, we talked about SHINee and stuffs . And as usual, someone tried to make me text tht guy .__. Alas! The bus arrived . A quiet, peaceful journey, tht was interrupted by my dad, EVERYTIME ! Ugh, i just can't wait till im old enough so tht my dad wnt have to call me EVERYTIME ! We arrived. The sky was bright. But not for long. As we waited & waited, the sky slowly turned dark. Rain is approaching soon . ELLE magazine was nice enough to keep us accompany, with their oh-so awesome fashion sense . 2PM poster tht was hidden within TEENAGE magazine seduced me. But i resisted the temptation, knowing i would regret later, when i'm all out of cash, like nao . We waited, and waited . And soon, they arrived . Of course, bing & alf, you may ask . We headed for Outram Park, then Queenstown . It's impossible to say a journey with them is peaceful . 'Cause there will always be laughter . We walked everywhere ard Queenstown mall, trying to find a shop tht can offer the best in making the fam shirt . Of course, everyone wants the best . But not everyone can have it . After going up and down and making milkteh brabra exhausted, we went to settle down at a foodplace . Ate simply a plate of curry chicken rice and lime juice . Though my cough did get worse aft drinking the cold juice despite my mum saying i couldnt drink cold drinks. After everyone was done, we took a bus to redhill > cube . Didnt want to let my vocabulary rot to hell when MYE english exams is on tuesday . Decided to read the ' The Sorceress ' which i owe many thanks to Anna, for contributing to my knowledge, which i will ALWAYS crave for more . We arrived. We saw many people. Yes, many people. Definitely not anyone i know. Sometimes gg to cube reminds me of nono & aiko. Just wished i could go out w. them again :( We saw many people. We saw quite a number of weird people. We saw a few one-of-a-kind people. Like this chio girl who's hair is blonde. Me & brabra watched & observe. We didn't play first. We observed. But soon later, we played. Yes, we joined. I was going dead. I couldn't survive in the game with a keyboard like tht. I could hardly chain! Soon later, Ebi behbeh came & join us. Now this is the point. You fancy me mad. Madmen know nothing. But you should have seen me. You should have seen how calmy i took it -- with what caution -- with what foresight, with what dissimulation . But, i couldn't hold it in any longer. I had to release it! It was taking over my mind. I had to release the anxiety off me. I HAD to find a way to release it. I'm unique, not mad. Milkteh tried her best, yes, her best. She even made him change computer. And i'm the mad one? He was feeling cold, extremely cold. I couldn't watch him freeze to death. Ofcourse, i had to help. I offered him my jacket, yes, THAT jacket, which happens to be my favourite jacket. And a simple action can cause SO MUCH in both reality & virtuality. Nehneh & brabra kept saying hug -.- I couldn't possibly do that. Who in the world would do that? Only a madmen would. And i'm mad? Doubt so. We played, yes we played. But my heart was in agony, everytime i see her. YES, HER ! Oh, i can't stand the pain my heart will always go through at every single sight of her ! Whenever it fell upon me my blood ran cold, and so by degrees, very gradually. I had to do something. Yes, to leave, yes, LEAVE! As much as it hurts me, i had to or smth bad could really happen down there . My cash was drained. I sacrificed it to extend by one hour, just to stay longer. You fancy me mad. I could scarcely contain my feelings of triumph. To think that there i was, THERE ! And he not even to dream of my secret deeds or thoughts. It was worthwile, i must say. But i just sat there. Sat there and listen to music. We shared songs too, oh yes . But he still have not have a clue to the many songs tht have just been release . Too caught up with raycity, i guess. 10+ mins more before my time was up. Was invited to -XX-/Aiko's wedding. Happy, yes, extremely happy for her. But not for me. Time was ticking and i didnt have much time. Tragically, had to miss the wedding. But did have some laughter . Oh, you should have been there! Nevertheless, i'm extremely sincerely sorry to have missed her wedding. Time was up. I had to go home. In fact, i was supposed to be home by 9. But i felt kind tht day, despite my horrible coughing. Brabra & me went back, along with ebi. But went to the arcade instead. And now have i not told you that what you mistake for madness is but over-acuteness of the senses ? Now, i say, there came to my ears a low, dull, quick sound, such as a watch makes when enveloped in cotton. I knew tht sound well too. Yes, i would be dead by the time i reached home. But i didn't care. Yes, i didn't. Sunday was the next day, not monday. Why should i return home early? But nevertheless, i had to leave. I could have stayed, but i didn't . " Ltr u two pangseh me " Oh, tht was just crap. I was the one in the end tio pangseh . But no, i didn't hold any grudges. Like i said, i was feeling kind. So i sat in the train. Thinking. Listening. More thinking. Staring at my phone, thinking if he will ever text. I kept replaying the scene in my head where he said the nicest thing i've ever heard ! Oh, i could feel my heart being melted by those words. My mind would go crazy just by thinking of tht special scene, tht special line. I could have just drop dead. But i controlled the anxiety in me. Yes, i took it well. I went back with a happy face . A very, very happy face :) zomgwtfbbqzxc . First time trying to post Edgar Allan Poe style xP Laughs :x Shall end my mad post here. Tag appreciated. Please do tag. Took a long time trying to post as mad as possible :X Do tag nice ♥ :D *pictures would be uploaded soon :)-poofs- Fo . . for . . real ?! on Sunday, April 11, 2010 As a 2PM fan, I am really disappointed and annoyed after I read this. Yes, it could be a rumor. But these are from SaSaeng fans. SaSaeng fans are fans who stalk idols' lifestyles. These fans might be lying. They might not. But it is up to YOU to decide. And please, please don't bash.It's a rumor, and it is not on the news because it hasn't been proved.All credits go to kimchisoju.wordpress 2PM’s dirty little secrets as told by their loyal sasaeng fans
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This article may cost Hottests heart to be broken into million pieces. The article may also hurt your eyesight as it is quite long . Although it's long, all the important stuffs are there . You are not advised to read the article if you are suffering from asthma, poor heart condition, and any other stuffs tht can cause you to have a heart attack . This article is also not for emotional people, esp diehard fans of 2PM like me :( - - - Aishhhh, you have noooo idea how heartbreaking this article is . First paragraph, me & Sooyoung's heart break alr . After i read the article finish, my heart break into million pieces alr lahh :( 2PM ! How could you do this to us ?! Your foolish act have fooled 50,000 or more Hottests worldwide ! But ofc, this is just from a " loyal " sesang fan . It could be true, it could be false . All is stated . It's up to you to believe it or not :) There are pictures too . So it's quite believable, eh ? :x Aishhhhh -emo- Sesang's stories are 90percent true . So basically you can say 3/4 of the stuffs mentioned in the article are true :( Junsuu oppa !! How could you do this to mee !! D: Thank you nehneh, behbeh, cehceh, mehmeh, lehleh for your help in consoling me :D Luvvv you all ♥ ;mua This article made my heart broke @@ Need a few days to fix it back :x Paiseh dD- if i emo :x Still love you guys ♥ :D 스프리스 on Saturday, April 03, 2010 Hello readers :) Today nth much happened . Skipped mendaki due to lazyness & overslept :x Sorry Seri couldnt accompany you :x Parents gone . Sister took over . No scolding though . Ate basically fried foods today .__. Pasta > French Fries > Hotdogs, you name it .__. Aishhh . So bored :x Played with dD- . Helped -Ebi find more cute songs . . . -.- Was exchanging music videos with enny & Ebi . Yeahh . Ahh i swear it's been such a long time since i did dedications on my blog @@ Well, here goes nth. . . Sunny ah, dnt cry anymore k :D Was watching Invincible Youth and tears kept coming out from my eyes . Why ? Because Sunny was crying when Pureum was getting his nose pierced @@ I tend to cry when i see one of my fav. idol cries/get sad :x Ahhh, it was so painful to see my Aegyo Queen cry D: Ahhh Sunny ah, dnt cry anymore k :D:D Next week Sooyoung will be coming on the show ! Must be happy k ! :DJerlene/Taeyeon ♥
Aigooo, it's been so long since we know each other, ever since same class in p1 :3 And look where we are now, close as Sunny&Taeyeon :D Thanks for always being there for me :D From translating for me during the chalet > tagging me although it's boring . We can be the next generation of SunTae, yea :D hehehe :3 Kamsahamnida Taeyeon for tolerating Sunny's issues in the past :)Anna/Sooyoung ♥
Ahhhh Sooyoung ah, it's been a few years since we're tgt . Went through many ups & downs, yea :D From boys > addiction > issues . Yeaa, plenty of downs . But look where we are now, over the past and facing the future :D Yea, i guess my issues are quite annoying in the past . Well, past is past . Present is present . We must go shopping soon k :D I very jealous alr leyhh . Always see you & val go shopping and camwhore like no mother >.< I WANT CAMWHORE ALSO LEYHH ! D: LOLOLL . Must take down horhh ! :P h3h3h3~Elle/Taemin ♥
OMONAA TAEMIN !! ZOMGWTFBBQZXC, 8 YEARS TOGETHER ALR ! From airport trips to stalking kpop stars in sg and going for fansign sessions, THANKS FOR BEING WITH ME YEA :D Not many downs but many ups, agreeagreeagree ? :D Thank you, my lesbo partner cum bitch for always being there for me, even in the past esp for the *coughs*Fay*coughs* issue :x Luvvdieyou for always being there for me ♥ :D LET'S CONTINUE TO STALK KPOP STARS AND SHOP FOR MORE KPOP CLOTHINGS, YEA ? :D AND ALWAYS REMEMBER THIS, I LOVE YOU :D Must continue sms-ing each other, esp in boring situation, example, YESTERDAY. LOLL :3Afiqa & Dinah ♥
Many friends came & go in my life, but you guys stayed, and i appreciate tht :) Thanks for always being there for me ♥ :D You guys are like the rarest best friends tht anyone would wish they have :) You guys thought me into religious stuffs and thought me into praying . You guys even tolerated my annoying personality and here we are, tgt for 1yr & 4months and counting :) From first day of school(afiqa) till now, inseparable much :3 You guys even went against Aqilah, who didnt like you guys hanging out with me and still hung out with me . We had many hearttoheart talks, many outings and many camwhore times . Not even 1000 thanks can express how much i wanna thank you guys for being there with me ♥ Really appreciate you guys for tolerating my nonsensical behaviour till now :) We three shall have a movie marathon one day yea :D (since thursday's movie marathon was crashed&boomed thanks to Aqilah (-.-) and Dinah's absence :x) ♥dashDASH-/Enny ♥
Enny - Omg enny, i have nothing to say . We've known each other not even a year, and look where we are now :x . From the day i joined dD- till now . Zomg, i rly cant describe it :x Always talking to each other on msn, exchanging songs on youtube . Swear felt as if i was talking to duckehh twiinehh :x You always found a way to make me laugh with your dorkiness, eh :3 Hope to see you during the fam chalet :D Ahhh, thanks for being there for me, comforting me when im fucking angry and such :D And jiayou making the fam video !! :D Must be nicer than DC-SQUAD's one k ;hoho ;shy
dashDASH- : Omona, thanks for accepting me as a member, first and for most . Also thanks for respecting me by talking in english and trying your best to eat at halal restaurants on every outings i attended :) Really appreciate it :) And i mean it when i say the outing was super fun :) F stands for friends who do stuffs together . *skips U :x* N stands for anywhere & anytime at all . So, ofc it was fun when everything applies on every outing :D If it's filled with laughter, it's always fun . If you're thinking why i'm dedicating this to dD-, it's simple . I just wanna express my thoughs & appreciation to you guys out there who always burst me into laughter with your silliness & acts :) And dw, i will try my veryvery best to attend every single outing you guys will have :D ♥Mm, i guess my dedication ends here :) SNSD + SHINEE MOVIE MARATHON & AFIQASHARIFAH&DINAH'S MOVIE MARATHON SHALL COMENCE SOON YEA :D Please keep my tagboard alive readers @@ It's been dead thesedays :x Kthxbai~ ♥ April Fools on Thursday, April 01, 2010 Photos tht were in my sister's camera :DHAPPY APRIL FOOLS ! ♥Haha, yesss the day has finally arrived . The day where tricks are being pulled everywhere without anyone stopping it ~ :3 h3h3h3 . . So today, everyone was like, gg ard tricking each other, esp Shahiran & Syaiful .__. Those two idiots ~ Well, i pulled tricks myself too :3 h3h3h3 ~ Basically just went ard pointing at their chest and then trick them ~ :3 Kailing & Xingxi = Easiest Target . LOLOLOLL . Kailing damn cute lah :3 Heheheh ~ Did a practice during malay to prepare ourselves for Monday's test . Last period also had a test for Science on Light & Colours @@ I was ripping my brain apart just to complete the test :x Haha, but managed to complete it in time :D Aft school, slacked with Afiqa Leora Kailing Rachel Rithaa . Dinah didnt come today >.< Ard 2pm, dad came and pick us up . Afiqa couldnt decide whether to stay at school or follow me home for our movie marathon :x But in the end she followed . So while in the car, Aqilah called -.-ll Asked her to go back to school for some fucking ' emergency ' . Went to my house first and rested and settled out . So let Afiqa eat first then sent her back to school . Afiqa was like literally cursing Aqilah for making her go back and fourth :P h3h3h3 ~ We both bought ice pops :P So waited with her at the bus stop for bus 14 to come ~ So yeahh . If only Dinah came -.- We all would be watching movies right now >.< Haizz dinah dinah ~ Tomorrow's dD- outing to ECP . Aishh wish i could go but having choir perf at 3.30 :x So only could hangout with them for like, 3hrs :( Well if im lucky, who knows maybe could go back to ECP and join them :3 But my perf prolly will end late . Dk lah . Just hope i can atleast play with them @@ I srsly have a strong feeling it's gonna be one hell lot of fun at ECP with dD- :x Iwantgo iwantgo iwantgo iwantgooooo . Mf performance ==" Please tag tag tag tag tag me yea :D kthxbai ~ |