Hihi :)
Eezah here, like finally. Boy, do i miss you guise.
Blame Blogger for not allowing me to update using IE. and my computer for dying on me.
So ... YAY FOR AN UPDATE :D
So anywaiz, i'm in Indonesia right now ❤
Very random, but yea.
I found the Jeremy Scott adidas shoes that has wings. And it's 6hundred rupiah. Which is only 80+ bucks in SG.
To me it's auper worth it. But if i buy those shoes, there goes half of my parents allowance for the whole trip x.x fuck my life so much.
So i guess i shall continue my hunt for those shoes ):
Yea.
I'm just hanging around w. my sisters in the room. Totally not sleeping \o/
Im still surprised i still have people lurking around my blog after a long MIA.
Gosh i love you guise 👊😍
So anywaiz, please follow my twitter for live updates on my completely boring life if you guise are not willing to wait for the next update, which will be on god knows when :3
Love you guise ❤
Xoxo, Eezah 😘😘😘
p/ps It's anna again. That little darling of mine, eezah told me on twitter to help her seperate the sentences. God bless her little jaejoong heart. Till then!
Thank you. on Wednesday, January 18, 2012
Dear, Eezah.
Thank you for popping back into my life once again.
I remember the arguments and hatred we had for each other a long time ago. I'm sorry for the hurt i caused and whatever bitchy nonsense i caused.
We were meant to be two peas in a pod. Like how Jaejoong loves yunho. And how changmin enjoys eating food. Your a gift to me, honestly. You don't know how important you are. Your beautiful, funny, playful, impatient, child-like, easily amused. Regardless of our arguments and bickering. Throughout all these. We stuck together. And i cannot bear myself to see you
walk away again. I'm at r
isk at sounding
like a
love-sick lesbi
an. But for you i'l
l try to make this as sane as possible.
I'm hacking for blog to sho
w you how much you don't know th
at you are imperfectl
y perfect.
You don't need to look like the best of the best. You only need to look like yourself. And trust m
e, people will love you like how i did. In due time, you'd look
back and laugh at yourself.
At how yo
u said you wouldn't fall in love and have no one else there for you. You help me hold my head high and teach me the meaning of l
ife. You
taught me
how to stand up by myself and let noth
ing get i
n my way.
Years from now. Me and you. Will stand upon the brigh
t, shin
ing stage. Thousands of screams. Sweat streaming down. And we will
finally achieve o
ur dreams together.
Till then,
contin
ue to wal
k down this
long, hard, irritating, bitch-sucking, ass-kicking, bootlicking, sickening. *cough*
Path to our dreams.
I shall end here because. I think
your blog-readers will start to judge me as your lesbian partner.
.. And you owe me a porn clip of you and jaejoong. Cough.
I shall start running,
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE ♥
O(≧∇≦)O
My last few minutes of 2011 wasn't that memorable.
I had an "argument" with my parents. 'Cause apparently they wanted to go out and eat and watch fireworks. While I was sitting in front of the laptop, busy streaming MBC Gayo Daejun.
So it's like, they told me to get ready. Like, super last min. (I blame gayo daejun)
And when i got out from my room, my parents left the house alr -____- I mean like, the fuck bruh?
So i was like, super butt-hurt. Fine, they left without me.
I on-ed back my laptop and changed back.
And you know what happened next?
My mum called me. Saying where am I and ask me to hurry down.
....... the fuck bruh?
You made me change and left the house without me, and now you're calling me, hurrying me to get down.
... okay can.
I was super pissed by then.
But meh. My parents always give in to me after every argument. And no, i'm not saying i'm spoiled. Lol.
It just happened that they dote on me the most *cough
So yea. We went to watch fireworks and had late supper near Haji Lane.
It was like, 1am and my parents wanted to walk around to digest the food. And things got super awkward. Since Haji Lane is full of young adults sheeshar-ing and wearing coughsunappropriatecoughs clothings. And throughout the whole walk i was like, praying that things won't get any worse than this T__T
Other than that, I went out with Jerlene in the afternoon.
Lunch @ Dhoby Gaut's Just Acia. And the hunt for my earpiece @ Tamp Mall.
Just in case some of you were going like, "i've seen that short brown hair somewhere".
Okay i'm going to my emoshinki mode. So beware, cassies. Lol.
While I was watching the fireworks, of course, the one thing that came to my mind was DBSK.
It's like, i started to imagine Homin/JYJ "celebrating" New Years. Like, watching fireworks or drinking or what not. With the sad look in their eyes.
And another year goes by with just the two/three of them. Incomplete.
Ugh. Even as i type this, i can feel myself crying.
As the fireworks explode in the sky, my prayers of DBSK getting back together goes along.
... I'm just super emotional today okay. Lol.
I even cried when i saw MBLAQ group hug each other for New Years.
Like gdi guise. What are you trying to do to me.
But whatever it is, i'm willing to wait and keep the faith. Cause i know one day they'll be back together ♥
"A non-cassiopeia would never know how it feels like to cry my eyes out when I found out that Dong Bang Shin Ki members had separated. They'll never know how it feels like to get upset when they sang 'Stand by U' with an upset Changmin, and a sad Yunho. They will never understand how it hurts when Junsu tweeted that they can't contact Yunho and Changmin. They would never cry the way I cried when Jaejoong, Yoochun, and Junsu accepted the Mnet Awards last 2009; and Jaejoong said that 'To my two friends; I love you.' They will never jump in joy like I did when Jaejoong tweeted that there is a chance that he'll meet Yunho at the Poseidon after party. No one will understand what 'Always keep the faith' means to me. I'm delusional? I'll be forever be, until the return of Dong Bang Shin Ki!"
So anywaiz, for my long-time readers, you guise know me & chicnerd had a giveaway, right?
SO WE'LL BE ANNOUNCING THE WINNERRRR!!11!!1! ♥
And the winner goes to ..... /drumrolls
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AsmaHamid! /throws confetti/
Thanks for taking part in the giveaway!!
Please mention me on twitter so that you can collect your prize! ♥
Please do stay tune to this blog for more giveaways in the future!
I might giveaway one of my autographed album coughs*
Happy New Year everyone!! ♥
Always Keep The Faith! ^-^v
Xoxo, Eezah (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧